(this is why i do this shit, you know?)
(fear and adrenaline, and rush, and stress)
(makes these type of moments feel like... just... bliss)

i got scars, i don't need tattoos
might be dumb, but i'm not confused
i don't work, but i got my use
do no harm, but i break the rules
always calm when i make 'em snap
scared of me, but i make 'em clap
know my place, but i got no map
shining bright, but i'm dressed in black
go too far, but i make it back

(go too far, but i make it last)
(they don't know) but i make it back
(got nobody i need to ask)
go too far, but i make it back
(shout at me, but they won't distract)
(climbing down) but i make it back
(i've been shook, but i stay intact)
go too far, but i make it back
(got my goal, i don't need a map)
(off the road) but i make it back
(know my place, but it got no flag)
got too far, but i make it back
(took a win, but i do not brag)
(took a loss) but i make it back
(on my own i will make it last)

i got scars, i don't need tattoos
i'm on top, i don't need the views
been some time, but i make the news
on my own, but i do no lose
always calm when i make 'em snap
settle down, but i don't unpack
mask on me, but i do not act
took a hit, but i do not crack
go too far, but i make it back

(go too far, but i make it last)
(they don't know) but i make it back
(got nobody i need to ask)
go too far, but i make it back
(shout at me, but they won't distract)
(climbing down) but i make it back
(i've been shook, but i stay intact)
go too far, but i make it back
(got my goal, i don't need a map)
(off the road) but i make it back
(know my place, but it got no flag)
got too far, but i make it back
(took a win, but i do not brag)
(took a loss) but i make it back
(on my own i will make it last)

and i always run away, when it makes me (fear)
lately i just feel so cold, that it shakes me (fear)
i just wanna be alone, but it takes me (fear)
i don't wanna feel low, but it breaks me (fear)
and i gotta stay awake, 'cause i can't sleep
maybe if i try to shout, then it can't speak
i just wanna be alone, but it takes me
i don't wanna feel low, but it breaks me
yeah it breaks me...

living above and looking below
give my view, but take it in slow
scars on me, i'm making it show
light me up, i'm making it blow
got one take and it's all in frame
got one shot and i do not aim
got so cold that i feel no pain
chase me down, but it's all in vain
pass me by, but you cannot move me
got my faults and you can't improve me
don't belong so you can't exclude me
don't stay long so you can't excuse me
got my goal, but i got no duty
making it rain when i feel moody
covered in mud, i see the beauty
looking above, they won't confuse me

(go too far, but i make it last)
(they don't know) but i make it back
(got nobody i need to ask)
go too far, but i make it back
(shout at me, but they won't distract)
(climbing down) but i make it back
(i've been shook, but i stay intact)
go too far, but i make it back
(got my goal, i don't need a map)
(off the road) but i make it back
(know my place, but it got no flag)
got too far, but i make it back
(took a win, but i do not brag)
(took a loss) but i make it back
(on my own i will make it last)

(i really need that contrast between...)
(between safety and danger)
(when i just... stay in one spot too long i lose..)
(you know, i lose the feel of the world)